ok sad as it is... i think now i'm really going to miss all the ppl at home... all the friends you can really count on to be there... don't get me wrong -- i'm still excited to go back to school (mainly so that I don't have to be around my parents any more), but I'm going to miss my ptown friends... especially my work buddies. not the new ppl, but the old people that are still there; i hope i can somehow incorporate them into my ucla life this year.

p.s.
i don't feel well.

I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad... the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had. I find it hard to tell you. I find it hard to take. With people running circles it's a very, very mad world.